(RP) What’s On My Mind?
Do you want to know what’s on my mind right now?
I just want to let it out because I can’t take it anymore. I mean… my heart is getting affected too. I want this out and I want everyone to know what I am thinking. I can’t keep it inside my head.
I really don’t care if others will judge me if I say this in front of everyone. Please… I need someone to listen to me. Now.
Sigh. Here it is.
3…
2…
1…
(RP) Improbable Theory
So… I deleted my post about the “Improbable Theory” because… I was not really prepared to write it. I actually didn’t know where to start, until now.
I’ve seen The Reichenbach Fall for about five times now. In some instances, I felt that I was already getting it, but then another theories enter my mind that may or not be possible.
Before that… let’s talk about how I knew Sherlock.
To be honest, I didn’t like television series because they made me emotional and stuff. I never read Sherlock Holmes’ books which were written by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, though I heard of them already. The last time I heard about Sherlock was when I was watching Fairly Odd Parents, that episode when Sherlock was about to say Timmy’s parents names. After that, nothing followed.
But then… my professor in Humanities in Literature showed in class Sherlock: A Study in Pink by BBC One. Although not a fan of Harry Potter but grew an interest with Snape, I thought that Sherlock resembled Snape. I wasn’t that of a fan then, but enjoyed watching it. I actually watched the second and third episode after the class and I liked them, but never got interest to know when would be the next airing dates. I actually watched this first before Merlin which was my most favorite television show.
I learned that Sherlock’s season 2 aired last January 2, I think… and watched it. I found Benedict Cumberbatch so attractive! Well, who wouldn’t!? I wasn’t interested in plot not after A Scandal in Belgravia. I loved Hounds of Baskerville and proclaimed it to be my favorite episode of all… so far. Then came Reichenbach Fall and dang, I actually cried. Fudge everything… everything… my emotions were just… T-T I still cried during the second time… but not for the third time, but it was still heartbreaking.
Adding to heartbreaks was the freaking theory why Sherlock didn’t die. At first, I thought that Sherlock jumped into the truck which was shown after the fall. But then, who fell? It might be Moriarty in Sherlock’s mask. Clue – it was used when the children were kidnapped. Second, the person who fell was the ‘person’ being tied in the neck by a rope in Sherlock’s house, and he asked Molly to help him. That was what he was asking for before the fall, or about Mrs. Hudson fake gunning incident. There was an opened window, and because a building was obstructing John’s view of Sherlock who jumped off the building. Before that, Sherlock calculated everything: the height where he stood, the cyclist, the building, and the truck. Everything. Remember the first episodes: Sherlock liked to observe from a height.
One thing as well… the coffee being drank by the three officials who were responsible for the three locations. The coffee wouldn’t spill without a person who would spill it. That was why Sherlock needed the help of Molly.
Why Molly? John would not help. John was a target. Only available and most available person was Molly. She was in the hospital.
But what was the meaning of IOU? There are two possibilities. First, IOU may be read as “I owe you”, meaning that he needed someone’s help. Or second, IOU may mean something related to the three problems… the solutions of the problems… although I still don’t know what they are.
But what was the missing clue? Still not aware of it though.
So far… this is it.
I’ll add some… but I can’t wait till season 3.
And season 5 of Merlin.
Super Junior – Seoul Music Awards
(MOD POST) Happy Birthday Kangin!
Happy birthday to our one and only raccoon, the number one handsome guy of Korea, Kim Youngwoon! Kangin! Seriously… the long wait is nearly coming to an end. We will be seeing you again.
I hope that you would still have a good birthday inside the camp. We all miss you! We love you and stay healthy, stay strong and stay happy as always! 
(RP) Roller Coaster
This day seems to be a roller coaster.
We bought corporate attires which cost five thousand pesos. OTL… We ate and almost spent a thousand. What the hell.
And my eye still hurts. -_-
I think I have a sty or something. -_-
Anyway… That WGM thing. I am not against the fact that they are doing WGM but can’t they participate one by one? 
And yes… that’s it. Time to spend the rest of the day doing stuff. Hoho.
I don’t think when I can blog again… I will be so busy. As if you cared. Hoho.
Aw. I can feel the pressure… and the term is just starting.
I hope Leeteuk would do a massive fantalk using Twitter whenever he’s bored. Haha. Answer his fans’ tweets/questions like before. Hoho.
I don’t have good memories about those ‘fantalks’ though.
Okay… Asa naman ako.
KIM KIBUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! ♥♥ T-T I missed you.
(MOD POST) Congratulations Super Junior!
Congratulations to our dear boys, Super Junior, who won the Disk Daesang, the highest award in Golden Disk Awards which is considered as the Grammy Awards in Korea! They won a total of 4 awards, namely MSN Japan Award, Popularity Award, Disk Bonsang and Disk Daesang for physical album sales.
They also set a record of being the first group who won 13 awards in GDA, the most number of awards received by a group since Golden Disk Awards started. They also trended in Twitter with different trending topics, referring to only one group, Super Junior and its fans, ELF.
Boys, I am so proud of you. You reached your goal and I know that there are genuine smiles in your faces. We are proud of you and we love you! Congratulations Super Junior. You deserve it because you worked hard. We all deserve it. Congratulations again!
Edit:
Congratulations also for winning MAMA and Seoul Music Awards!
(RP) Start of A New Beginning
Haha. The title is so dramatic.
Nevertheless. I want to say goodnight to you all… It’s the start of new term tomorrow and it will end on the third week of April. Sigh…
I just hope to be a Dean’s Lister again.
Anyway, I just got my driver’s license earlier! Yey! Congratulations to me!
Goodnight~ See you in my dreams.
I act like nothing happened... but I still don't forgive you.
(RP) Needing to…
Oh my gosh, I was so late… I just heard that Sherlock had its second season already… so I wanted to download the video and watch it.
And Asa Butterfield is in Hugo 3D! OTL I’m so watching it. I really like his character as Mordred in Merlin. I don’t really like Mordred’s character because he’s going to kill Arthur, but then… Asa is so cute. Haha. So I can’t hate Mordred enough. 
Anyway… Siwon, Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk were here, but I didn’t see them because I wasn’t able to go. But I don’t regret it… I wanted them to have good memory here, but then when they would see me, they would end up having a nightmare. Hoho. And besides… they needed to be alone… even though they were not so alone because people went to support them. There were little commotion and some misunderstandings and cancelled events. I just hope that they would come home safely. And I am also sorry on behalf of some people who could not control themselves… Though when I was on that same position I would do that. Haha. I’m just joking.
Siwon had a good time here. I was glad. And even though he spelled Philippines wrongly, I still appreciate his tweet. Really. It made me so happy that I wanted to jump until I get tired. I seriously love you for doing that.
(I won’t say something about that deleted tweet again to avoid issues. And to avoid comparisons.)
And when I saw Kyuhyun’s retweet in English, I would want to cry. OTL Kyuhyun why are you like this!? You spelled Philippines correctly, and you tweeted in English. Life couldn’t be better. Hoho. Speaking of Kyuhyun… he was the topic in Sukira. OTL Why are you always talking about Kyuhyun in Sukira? Of course I like it. Hoho. Okay, s-um-egway na naman ako.
And Hyukjae. I wasn’t able to see your aegyo and awesome Fame dance. I could have been singing along with you. Hoho. And I didn’t see your hair which I found really nice.
The three of you, we’ll meet again. Thanks again!
Okay… so Leeteuk tweeted a lot awhile ago. He spammed. Well, I don’t have any comments about it. And I am avoiding the issue.
I watched Skip Beat Episode 3 and gosh Ivy Chen you’re awesome. And really… I love you Siwon and Donghae. Haha. Although I hate Donghae’s character that I wanted to punch him on the face.
Only 2 days left before classes again. Argh… Third term is coming… I’ll be graduating next year. Hoho. I’m so excited to graduated, but not to work. Haha!
Lastly, TO MY FIRST EVER KOREAN CRUSH, LEE WAN… HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST.
Must be doing something relevant. Hoho. Goodnight… see you in my dreams.
P.S. I don't hate you now. But I still can't forgive you until I know the reason. SIWON, KYUHYUN, EUNHYUK THANK YOU.
(RP) I Stand Corrected
It’s already January 2 in the Philippines… And Siwon is here.
Other members are rumored to be here as well… Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk and now, Leeteuk. I actually don’t know what to believe. The only confirmed one is Siwon… so I’ll just think the other information are rumors.
It’s January 2, as I say, so… is it okay to forgive? Maybe I can forgive… but I’m not sure if I can’t forget. It’s just too much. Too much to take.
Seriously speaking… I hate you right now. I hate you and I don’t know if I can actually forgive you right now.
I want to hurt you too… so bad. At sana maramdaman mo rin ang sakit. Kaso lang… hindi eh.
(RP) I Thought You…
Kung ide-delete mo rin lang naman, dapat hindi ka na nag-tweet nun. Kasi masyado akong naging masaya… tapos sisirain mo lang ang araw ko ngayon. Ewan ko. Hindi na lang ako magsasalita… I’ll just turn a blind eye. It is what I am good at.
Pero huwag kang mag-alala. Nananatili pa rin yung pangako ko.
(MOD POST) Happy New Year And Happy Birthday Lee Sungmin!
It’s new year and only a new year! Nothing more, nothing less! Just joking. It’s our Lee Sungmin’s birthday.
Twenty-seven (twenty-six here) years of being awesome… that’s Lee Sungmin. It was 1986 when a child who would actually change the lives of many people and kill fangirls as well was born. And I am never regretting the day when I become a fan of yours, Lee Sungmin.
This guy ages backwards, and every year, he grows lesser. By less, I mean, age proportioned to looks. But this person, as another year is added to his age, he becomes an epitome of awesome. Nice, it’s rhyming. As he says that he doesn’t improve… or he does not become better, the more people think that he improves and also, he becomes the ideal type of guy of more and more women. Despite of his inferiority complex (yes, Sungmin, that’s your only problem), many of his fans, including me of course, really think that he is one of the superiors. I mean, he thinks that he’s always in the middle, or even bottom, but seriously… he’s one of the best. Not being biased. Hehe. Let me state the reasons one by one. What can we ask for? He’s talented. From blowing bubbles to martial arts to flexibility to singing to playing musical instruments to dancing, what can he NOT do? Sungmin also is a great DJ and emcee. He also does not suck in terms of humor – he has it. Maybe not as much as others, but at least he tries.
He also has a good heart. As I can observe, he is the type of person who wants to take care of everyone. He is the type of person who is the most loved not only by members but also family, friends, fans. He might not able to notice that he is the most lovable member. To think that many mothers and even fathers love Sungmin. Actually, he is known very much. My family likes Sungmin very much… because they can sense that he is someone who has a good personality. Old people know best, you know? Even though I don’t know him personally, I still think that he is the kind of person who does not have bad personality. Maybe he has some flaws, but I look into his positive side, you know. I may be wrong because others who know him personally believe the opposite, I still believe in my impression and instinct. My impression and instinct never fails, I tell you. Hoho.
Anyway, as I see it, Sungmin is the closest to everyone. I don’t believe that he is awkward with Kangin, Leeteuk, Yesung and Donghae.
I think he is also someone who knows to cook. It’s rare to see men, especially celebrities who cook outstandingly, of course aside from Ryeowook and Hangeng and other men who cook. I haven’t eaten Sungmin’s ddukbokki but, as I see it, it’s mouth-watering.
Another fact is that Sungmin is rich. Hahaha! He is good-looking. Come on, don’t say that you don’t agree. Maybe he’s not as handsome as others, but tell me, who can be hot and cute at the same time? Only Sungmin can. Who can do different expressions? Sungmin can.
I want to describe Sungmin more, but I’ll end up writing a 10-page essay. One thing is for sure, Sungmin is my ideal guy. I want to have a boyfriend who is someone like him… or even marry someone like him. But why am I actually thinking about marriage already? Haha!
My message: Stop saying that you don’t improve at all. You have so many talents that make you stand out among the rest. You may not be the best in everything, but you are still that Lee Sungmin who makes everyone proud of. This is because you are already excellent for us. Do not listen to antis… or maybe listen to them, try to look into their points of view but do not change yourself because of them. Change because of yourself. Also don’t try to be perfect, or it’ll be really boring. Don’t be too monotonous, as Kyuhyun said. Speaking of Kyuhyun, I think you must hang-out together more. I miss you together so much. Why don’t you go back to Sorry Sorry era? Anyway… I must stop or I’ll end up writing an essay about KyuMin. Hehe.
Don’t worry about what others will say. It’s you who create your own destiny and not them. Besides, I believe in you, I always have.
Sadly, I can’t convey this message in Korean (or say it to you personally), but you ‘know’ what I feel and what I want to say, so happy birthday. Have a good day because it’s yours. Wishing you to have all the blessings in the world. You deserve it. I love you!
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Happy new year everyone! It’s a whole new year! Time to change. What must I accomplish in 2012? For short term, just to finish the term as a Dean’s Lister even though I have so many major subjects. Also, I hope that I would be able to have a happy and peaceful life with my family and friends. For long term, I want to have more inspiration and reason to continue. Well… it’s my first time doing a resolution… I won’t actually tell everything. I wish to have a fruitful and meaningful year. 2012, here I come!
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My precious Colin Morgan… actually, he’s not mine… but then, I want to greet him happy birthday as well. He has the same birthday as Sungmin. Believe it or not… he’s also born on January 1, 1986. Haha! My two Sungmins. Hoho. Happy birthday… wishing you all the best in the world. I’ll continue to support Merlin. Continue to be awesome. \m/
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Oh well now… I’ll be celebrating the new year with my family… Be happy all of you! Happy new year!
P.S. I’m actually weird, I was saying that Sungmin should not change, but I keep on saying things that he should change. Oh well.
MBC Gayo Daejejun 2011 – Super Junior Performances
[111231] Oppa Has Risen (Eunhyuk, Donghae, Key, Minho, Taemin)
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[111231] We Will Rock You + Haeya(Super Junior + CN Blue + FT Island + K. Will + 2PM)
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[111231/120101] Superman + Mr. Simple + Bonamana
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Credit: teukiefied, gnalc8, nkh625 @ Youtube
