(MOD POST) Happy Birthday Park Jungsoo! @special1004

Dear Jungsoo,

I know you won’t be able to read this, but I’ll still take my chances. Happy 35th birthday to you! I emphasized your age because I wanted you to know that it’s my birthdate. LOL!

Sorry for the lack of preparation because I’ve been busy these past few weeks, but never did I forget about writing you a letter for your birthday. Last year, do you remember that I wrote and composed a song for you? I know that you were not able to listen to it but still, I am proud because it’s my first ever composition. You must be so proud. And one day, you’ll be able to hear it. This year, well, I’m writing a long letter because it’s how we like it, right? Hehe. I wasn’t able to prepare a lot for this year; things happened, but it’s the thought that counts, right?

How do I start this? Hmm… I don’t really know how to begin. My mind is blank as of this moment, but I know in my heart that I have a lot of things to say to you. I think, the first one is that… I want to thank you for the inspiration for the past eight years. I must admit that you are not the most perfect person on the planet, and I even bash you at times (jokingly, of course), but I don’t know… it’s just that I am so infatuated with you. I just love you for who you are. I disliked the mistakes that you did in the past, the tweet that you erased which was really, really painful, you know? It’s the first tweet that I’ve ever cried my heart out. Haha! And the things that you said that really hurt me and other fans as well. But guess what – I still love you. I do think that you poisoned me with your charms, whatever your charms are. I do think that it’s about your sincerity, your honesty and your passion that made me stay by your side all these years.

I thank you for being the leader of Super Junior. A friend to each member. I believe that you’re friends with all of them. Yes, you’re close with other members more, but I really believe your heart is with all of them. You may disagree with them at times, or even have conflicts, petty or deep, but you still love them. If not, would you still be a Super Junior member? Would you be a Super Junior leader? You could be an emcee and/or a host, because you’re best at that. You’re not the best singer nor dancer in the group yet you chose to be Super Junior. It’s one of your admirable traits – the reason why I fell for you in the first place. The reason that made me say that – this is my favorite person – my ultimate bias, my love, my ideal person, my heart, my soul, my sky. I thank you for being so strong for the group despite of the obstacles that you are facing right now.

I know that you’re also doubting yourself, or doubting about things in general. It happens, and I do not blame you for that. I know at times that you don’t want to continue, that you want to give up on some things. Thank you for making sacrifices – even if it was not for your own happiness. Sometimes I wish that you just take that path and no matter what decisions you’ll make, no matter what you want to do, no matter what you think, I will forever support you.

When you were in the army, you’ve been through a lot. I didn’t initially want to mention this, but I want to prove one point that I am also thankful for. I don’t know, and I will never know how much you suffered that time. I don’t know why also, but I have an idea. I will never know your feelings. I will never know what you think. I will never probably experience your grief. It was the perfect way to give up, for some – but I sincerely thank you for not giving up. Not giving up on life is your best gift to me. I can’t promise that I will be physically there – God knows I want to, but we’re star-crossed. We’re friends, virtual friends – and you don’t know me. But I want to protect you. I won’t say that I will protect you no matter what it takes – I can’t do that. But I promise you that I’ll protect you in any way that I can. It’s my payback for you not giving up on life.

I have a lots of things to thank you for, but I cannot tell everything at once – so I just want to say thank you for everything.

I also have a lot of things to say sorry to you. You were not my first favorite member in Super Junior, but you remained the longest. You like loyal people, right? Hehe! I don’t know if I am still considered loyal after liking other groups aside from Super Junior, despite of the fact that I promised you that I won’t love anyone else but you and Super Junior. I am sorry for that. I am sorry for holding you back. I am a fan and I know that being one of your fans, even if you don’t know me at all, I am still one of the reasons why you’re holding something back.

I also wish for you to become healthy always. You’ve been overworking yourself, and I know that you are a workaholic who works even during vacation. If that’s what you happy then I’ll support you for that, but please take care of yourself. Take care of your health. I don’t know what I’ll do if you do not take care of yourself or if anything bad happens to you. I know fans and friends and loved ones won’t like it too.

Do not change just because people want you to change. Please change only if you want to change – change positively for yourself. I don’t honestly care if you’re different from Leeteuk – the man in front of the camera, the man in front of the fans, the leader of Super Junior. People love you for who you are. Do not doubt about that.

Please do not take what the haters say to heart. We are your barriers so just look at us. Do not look outside your barriers. We are your friends, your family. We got your back, your front and your side.

All I really want is your happiness. You cannot always be happy, but I wish you to be happy most of the time. Whatever things would make you happy – I’m for it.

Lastly, I wish that you remain the same person with so many dreams and with a strong will to achieve those dreams, the person who works hard to achieve those dreams.

It’s kind of funny, because I still don’t know how I feel about you because it’s been so long. At times I do think that I love you as a person, and as a man, but I don’t think it’s the case because as I mentioned before, maybe I was just in love with Leeteuk, and not Jungsoo – your true self. But whether you are Leeteuk or Jungsoo, or whatever people call you, I still love you for you. I will continue to do so. I will continue to hold your hand and never let go because even if people come, it’s still you.

Again, happy birthday to you! Hope you have a great day, the best leader, my ultimate crush, my Sky, Park Jungsoo! I love you very much.


(RP) 6 Years of Love

It has been six years (and 3 days, actually) since I became a Jungsoo biased ELF.

There have been many ups and downs, many happiness, sadness, anger, excitement and other roller coaster feelings as I stan Leeteuk. I have confessed my love for him so many times even though it won’t be reciprocated. I even declared that he was not my bias anymore during those six years. But no matter what, no matter how many KPOP groups and members came, it is still Leeteuk. 🙂

Dear Jungsoo,

I will go on and never let go of your hand until you ask me to.

I love you! 😘

(RP) December 17, 2015

It is what it is. No matter what, it’s how it works. But don’t take viewers or readers lightly. They know. It is just that they keep quiet or pretend that they don’t.

I know. And I understand. I don’t pretend because it is what it is. I know, because I’ve learned to see the truth just by looking at the lies.

I am a pretty good judge of character.

Super Junior – 120513 Twitter Tweets Translations

@shfly3424 twitpic.com/9k9hsm 오늘최고였어!! 난이제잔다 ! 낼도도쿄돔에서보자~~^^ また明日!!
@shfly3424 twitpic.com/9k9hsm Today was the best!! I’m off to sleep now! See you in Tokyo Dome again tomorrow~^^ See you tomorrow!!

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Super Junior – 120511 Twitter Tweets Translations

[23:19] @Heedictator 처음 태민이를 봤을땐 태민이가 16살이었는데.. 매니저형들이 ‘김희철 천사버전’ 이라고 했었는데 어느새 20살이 되다니.. 많이 컸구나^-^ 하지만 문제는 내가 삼십살!!ㅇ0ㅇ 세월아 꺼져라~ㅇㅅㅇ twitpic.com/9jhcbw
[23:19] @Heedictator Taemin was 16 years old when I saw him for the first time.. Manager hyung said he is ‘The angel version of Kim Heechul’. I can’t believe he has already become 20 years old.. He has grown so much^-^ But the problem is I’m 30 years old!!ㅇ0ㅇ Time ah, get lost~ㅇㅅㅇ twitpic.com/9jhcbw


[07:34] @special1004 이제 일본으로 간다!!!!^^도쿄돔이다!!!떨려…ㅠㅠ pic.twitter.com/AEpEVYf2
[07:34] @special1004 Going to Japan now!!!!^^ It’s Tokyo Dome!!! So nervous…ㅠㅠ pic.twitter.com/AEpEVYf2


[07:34] @shfly3424 twitpic.com/9jlmoo 今行く!! I’m coming!!
[07:34] @shfly3424 twitpic.com/9jlmoo I’m coming!!


[17:37] @shfly3424 twitpic.com/9jqaui 내가 여장을한다면 요런모습일까? ㅋㅋ
[17:37] @shfly3424 twitpic.com/9jqaui If I cross-dress, will I look like this? ㅋㅋ


[20:40] @Himsenkangin 트위터는 영상 못올리나?
[20:40] @Himsenkangin We can’t upload videos on Twitter?

Credits: @Jinnmeow, @AllRiseXiahtic

Japan! It’s been my dream to go there… And LOL Heechul… Middle life crisis? Hihi. DEAR GOSH YESUNG I’M DYING. Of course we can, Kangin… We can add videos on Twitter.

Super Junior – 120510 Twitter Tweets Translations

[23:10] @ryeong9 D-3 슈퍼쇼4 in 도쿄돔 ♥ youtube.com/watch?v=olfkqk…
[23:10] @ryeong9 D-3 Super Show 4 in Tokyo Dome ♥ youtube.com/watch?v=olfkqk…


[00:32] @special1004 나도 해킹 하지 말아주세요!!!!ㅠㅠ
[00:32] @special1004  Please do not hack me too!!!!ㅠㅠ


[01:13] @Himsenkangin 압구정 친구집
[01:13] @Himsenkangin (I’m at) friend’s house at Apgujeong


[04:47] @special1004  사진들을 그렇게 막 찍으면 제가 코나빈스에서 아르바이트를 할수없어요 ㅜㅜ 제가 부탁드릴땐 들어주세요 나중에 포토 타임을 가져야겠다
[04:47] @special1004 If you keep snapping photos continuously like that, I can’t do my part-time job at Kona Beans ㅜㅜ When I ask politely, please help me out by listening. Seems like there needs to be photo-time separately in future.


[16:26] @ryeong9 D-2 Super Show 4 in Tokyo Dome >< 이쁜척 하기 ㅋㅋ 안올릴라하다 .. 올릴게 없어소 ☞☜ 오늘도 좋은 하루 ~ pic.twitter.com/q5CtwWrO

[16:26] @ryeong9 D-2 Super Show 4 in Tokyo Dome >< Trying to act prettyㅋㅋ But it doesn’t suit me.. But nothing suits me ☞☜ Have a good day today too~ pic.twitter.com/q5CtwWrO


[16:29] @AllRiseSilver 아….가식적인 입…그래 넌 그렇게라도 해야지..”@ryeong9: D-2 Super Show 4 in Tokyo Dome >< 이쁜척 하기 ㅋㅋ 안올릴라하다 .. 올릴게 없어소 ☞☜ 오늘도 좋은 하루 ~ pic.twitter.com/yCHjfwuc

[16:29] @AllRiseSilver Ah… How hypocritical… That’s right, even if you put it that way, you still did it right.. “@ryeong9: D-2 Super Show 4 in Tokyo Dome >< Trying to act prettyㅋㅋ But it doesn’t suit me.. But nothing suits me ☞☜ Have a good day today too~ pic.twitter.com/yCHjfwuc


[16:32] @ryeong9 가식 2 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 도쿄돔 놀자잉 ^^ pic.twitter.com/5ZrbOzJJ

[16:32] @ryeong9 Hypocrisy part 2 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Let’s have fun at Tokyo Dome-ing ^^ pic.twitter.com/5ZrbOzJJ


[16:36] @AllRiseSilver 아 둘다싫어 이건”@ryeong9: 가식 2 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 도쿄돔 놀자잉 ^^ pic.twitter.com/NAqfkW1f

[16:36] @AllRiseSilver Ack both of these irk me so much “@ryeong9: Hypocrisy part 2 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Let’s have fun at Tokyo Dome ^^ pic.twitter.com/NAqfkW1f

Credits: @AllRiseXiahtic, @Jinnmeow


Will update this later… if members tweet more… XD

OMG. I am so happy for Rai. Her YouTube video was linked by Wookie. Haha! XD And WHY ARE YOU HACKING TEUKIE I MEAN… THEIR TWITTER ACCOUNTS? He deleted that one though. XD And yeah, if you’ll take photos with flash right in front of their face, they might get blind or something. LOL RYEOWOOK AND EUNHYUK. Hyukjae, “YOU JEALOUS?” (Adler, 2012). Yes, I actually imitated Irene Adler’s ‘You jealous?’ pronunciation in Sherlock. XD AND OMG MINWOOK. OMG OMG OMG OMG. Pretty bebes. XD HaeWook Hahaha! XD So they’re already practicing for SS4 Tokyo? Okay you can! \m/

The times are based on GMT+8, but the dates are based on GMT+7.

Super Junior – 120509 Twitter Tweets Translations

[01:53] @Himsenkangin 아~~~잠안와 누운지 한참됐는데 오늘의 자장가 엄정화누나의 하늘만 허락한 사랑 어여들 듣고 자요 나도 들으면서 자야징 ㅋ
[01:53] @Himsenkangin Ah~~~ I have laid down for a long time but I can’t sleep. Today’s lullaby <A Love Permitted Only by Heaven > by Um Junghwa noona, listen to it quickly and sleep. I shall sleep while listening to it ㅋ


[01:56] @Himsenkangin 군대에서 먹던 뽀글이도 땡기네 건빵이랑 침낭이랑 후임들 보고싶네 ㅋㅋ오늘도 밤낮으로 고생하며 나라 잘지켜 애들아^^
[01:56] @Himsenkangin I want to eat the *bbogeuli which I ate before in the army. I miss the hardtack, sleeping bag, and (army) successorsㅋㅋGuys, today also work hard day and night and protect (our) country well^^

*Bbogeuli is the ramyun that you just pour hot water into the ramyun package itself to cook..like cup noodles~


[02:35] @special1004 mbc스폐셜 이제야 full로 봤다^^..정말 슈주 대단하구나!ㅋㅋ 날 이렇게 울리더니..ㅠㅠ pic.twitter.com/1D2NyeKw
[02:35] @special1004 Finally I watched the full show of MBC Special^^..Oh SJ is really incredible!ㅋㅋ (I couldn’t believe) it makes me cry like this..ㅠㅠ  pic.twitter.com/1D2NyeKw


[04:52] (Eng) @siwon407 Truly loving someone is understanding & caring for them, not invading their privacy, stalking them or spreading baseless rumors about them..


[04:53] (Eng) @siwon407 Please respect my privacy and please stop hacking me.


[04:54] @siwon407 진정한 사랑은 그사람을 이해해주고 보살펴주는거지 침해하고 감시하는게 아닙니다^^ 다시는 해킹하지말아주세요. 부탁입니다
[04:54] @siwon407  Truly loving someone is understanding & caring for them, not stalking their every move^^ Please stop hacking me. Thanks.


[12:28] @special1004 홍콩 TVB Gloves come off 드라마에 슈퍼주니어 나왔어요!!ㅋㅋㅋ다들 슈퍼쇼 보러가네?^^ㅋㅋ감사합니다!!
[12:28] @special1004 Super Junior came out on Hong Kong TVB Gloves come off drama!!ㅋㅋㅋeveryone went to watch sushow?^^ㅋㅋthank you!!


[13:05] @siwon407 고마워요 멕시코 시워니스트^^ thank you mexico siwonest pic.twitter.com/ZdOPevhk
[13:05] @siwon407 Thank you Mexico Siwonest^^thank you mexico siwonest pic.twitter.com/ZdOPevhk


[14:57] @ryeong9 RT @goodwriting_bot 게으름과 여유는 명백히 구분되어야 한다.구분은 의외로 쉽다.여유는 할 일을 하면서 충분히 쉬는 것이지만, 게으름은 할 일도 안하면서 제대로 쉬지도 못하는 것이다. 굿바이 게으름 中


[15:12] @shfly3424 whystyle.co.kr 와이스타일홈페이지가 드디어 드디어오픈!! 다놀러왓!!!!
[15:12] @shfly3424 whystyle.co.kr WhyStyle’s homepage is finally finally open!! Everyone come and play!!!!


[15:41] @ryeong9 쨍 하고 해 뜰 날 돌아온단다 ~~~~♬ 오늘도 화이팅 ~~~ 예 ~~~~ 프포필 사진 새단장 ㅋㅋ
[15:41] @ryeong9 the days of the sun rising returned ~~~~♬ Hwaiting today as well ~~~ yay ~~~~ Changed my profile picture ㅋㅋ


[16:14] @special1004 어버이날을 맞이해서 무더운 날씨 오늘 코나빈스에서 아르바이트를 할 예정입니다^^
[16:14] @special1004 Sweltering weather in accordance with Parents Day. Today, I plan to go for my part-time job at Kona Beans^^

[18:58] @special1004 8시부터 한시간 입니다!!!놓치지마세요^^
[18:58] @special1004 
One hour start from 8pm!!! Don’t miss it^^


[19:30] @Himsenkangin 나 찾아봐라 ㅋㅋ운동 끝나고 형아네 가게 놀러옴 먹고싶은게 많다 하지만 난 물만 마신당 내 대신 와서 좀먹어요
[19:30] @Himsenkangin Try looking for me ㅋㅋI came to hyung’s restaurant to play after working out. There are a lot of foods i want to eat but I’m just drinking water. (You guys) Come to eat instead of me


[19:33] @Himsenkangin 압구정 ㅋㅋㅋ
[19:33] @Himsenkangin (I’m at) Apgujeong ㅋㅋㅋ


[20:11] @Himsenkangin 얼굴을 공개 합니당 ㅋㅋ yfrog.com/o0rtzspj
[20:11] @Himsenkangin Face revealed ㅋㅋyfrog.com/o0rtzspj


Credits: @AllRiseXiahtic, @Jinnmeow, @teukables, @SJfever


Yes, it’s not good to hack your idol’s Twitter~ They might just delete their account if it becomes too much. And as for Leeteuk’s tweet, I cried when I watched it too. His tears were contagious. Kangin~ let’s eat! XD Leeteuk, you’re a sweet son. I must go to Kona Beans someday… The list of places that I wanted to go to is updated~ Kona Beans, Sukira studio, KBS, MBC, MNet, SBS buildings, Handel and Gretel, and more! Congrats to Yesung who has successfully opened the website of Why Style~ Wook’s DP is LOL. XD MS Paint? XD AND WHY YOU ALWAYS MAGKASUNOD NI YESUNG!? WHY AM I SO CONYO!? LEETEUK AGAIN. WHAT IS IT? WHY DO YOU KEEP ON TWEETING! BUT I LOVE IT. I think he went to Kona Beans at 8. Haha. And Kangin… 🙂 I MISS HIM AND HIS FACE. HAHA.

Will update this if someone updates their twitter! Gosh, I love twitter updates. The more, the merrier. XD

Super Junior – 120508 Twitter Tweets Translations

[07:19] @ShinsFriends 5월 8일 .. 어버이날.. 여러분 어버이날입니다. 효도!! 어렵게 생각하지마세요… multisung.com 에서 부모님 선물사셔요!! ㅋㅋㅋ 미안..ㅠㅠ

[07:19] @ShinsFriends 8th of May .. Parents’ day.. everyone(,) its Parents’ day. Filial piety!! Don’t think of it as something hard… Buy a present for your parents at  multisung.com !! ㅋㅋㅋ sorry..ㅠㅠ


[10:43] @special1004 나 무슨 머리가 잘 어울려요?머리 색이랑 추천받아요!!^^

[10:43] @special1004 What kind of hairstyle suits me the best? Together with hair colour(,) give me recommendations!!^^


[17:12] @Himsenkangin 효도 합시다

[17:12] @Himsenkangin Let’s be filial


[17:14] @ryeong9 슈키라에 나온 EXO-K >< 또 나와서 재밌게 방송하자~~노래실력은 물론이고 말도 귀엽게 잘하고 리액션도 잘하고~~ ^^ 잘~생겼다 ㅋㅋ pic.twitter.com/rX09obXj 

[17:14] @ryeong9 EXO-K who came on sukira >< come on again and lets have a fun broadcast~~(their) singing abilities (is good) of course(,) they also talk cutely and well and their reactions are good too~~ ^^ good~looking ㅋㅋ pic.twitter.com/rX09obXj


[17:16] @special1004 OPERA 日本 ver. 많이 사랑해주세요!!^^ 도쿄돔에서 첫공개!!! pic.twitter.com/ya8exwIk

[17:16] @special1004 Please give OPERA Japan ver. many love!!^^ first revelation at Tokyo Dome!!! pic.twitter.com/OJlQ5QIU


[18:49] @Himsenkangin 보고싶다 니공연 RT @BUMKEY: 5/11일 금 8시 홍대 롤링홀에서 저희 싱가폴 뮤직매터스에서 연주할 셋리스트 그대로 무대에 섭니다…. dw.am/L17Fv2


[19:52] @AllRiseSilver 아빠,엄마 사랑해요!! 효자아들 둬서 행복하겠어요 나도 나같은 아들 낳아야지^^ 돈봉투를 받은 아빠,엄마의 밝은 모습 잊을 수 없어요 아들이 피땀흘려서 번 돈이니까 소중하게 쓰슈!!! yfrog.com/mghjeip

[19:52] @AllRiseSilver Dad, Mum I love you!! I will become a filial son so be happy(.) I also have to have a son like me^^ I can never forget the bright expression my dad and mum had when they received the money envelope(.) The money was earned by your son’s sweat so please use it preciously!!! yfrog.com/mghjeip


[20:00] @AllRiseSilver 아 이쁘다 이쵸코♥ yfrog.com/nukz6p

[20:00] @AllRiseSilver Ah how pretty Lee Choco ♥ yfrog.com/nukz6p


[20:22] @ryeong9 고화질 버전 ㅋㅋㅋ 성민.왈 이거 언제 찍었어 ??? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ pic.twitter.com/HSD6kyNb

[20:22] @ryeong9 HD version ㅋㅋㅋ Sungmin.said when was this taken ??? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ


[21:18] @imSMl 나 엑스오케이 리더라고 하면 믿을까?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ “@ryeong9: 고화질 버전 ㅋㅋㅋ 성민.왈 이거 언제 찍었어 ??? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ pic.twitter.com/SFuLD0L6

[21:18] @imSMl
[21:18] @imSMl Would you believe me if I said I was the leader of EXO-K?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Credits: @teukables, Worldwide ELFs, @allrisexiahtic