I’ve been contemplating about certain things… I can’t help but to refresh my memory about these things. I don’t want to have false hope again and I don’t want to go back again. But there are things that really want me to return. These things that make me insecure.
I’ve been so insecure lately. It’s with a certain someone who has almost all that I like or love. I’ve been jealous of her since 2010. Not that I hate her. She’s actually the ideal person that I want to be. It’s just that there are things and persons that I wish are mine, and they all belong to her.
I know it’s very unfair, but I am happy that it is this way. All I need is to move on and do whatever it takes to at least be successful like her.